Wednesday, August 18, 2010

To whom it may concern....

I have never done this before so mind my creativity. I think I started this for therapy (hence the title with the help from a little liquid courage), but also to see if there is anyone who can relate in any way. I'm always up for improvements in my life so if need be advice and similar life responses are always welcome. So here we go...
I think I'll start on my introduction of me, though I'm sure a lot of you probably already know me so if anything this is a refresher course. My name is Candice and I was raised in beautiful Colorado (that I never truly appreciated until my older years of life). I have a older sister whom I adore (which once again came in my older years of life) not that I didn't love her before, but grew a better connection when puberty got out of the way. A mom I adore and strive like to be everyday. My dad whom I was very close to, but had a rough patch for awhile. We are working on our connection with each other and getting back to a better place with the help of my daughter Molly.
I am indeed married with a man I still to this day not sure why he picked me. He's like the cool kid in school that's cute, smart, and funny and seems to always find the right things to say with ease. Unlike me who is the odd kid in the corner that spouts out random wit, but mostly trips over herself and gives the meaning "dork" a true definition. It's weird we have been together for 7 years and all the ups in downs in our journey together the birth of our daughter was probably the best and helped us reconnect in a whole different way.
I have 2 puppies named Brutus and Sonya. These dogs have been with me and David most of our relationship and our the best protecters and arm lickers! They are the only true oxymoron I have in my life. Never do I spout out in the same sentence "I love you your the best, oh no you damn dog I hate you seriously worst dog ever!" hehe
Now on to my beautiful, wonderful, exceptional piece of creation my daughter Molly. She truly is the reason why I try to see the good and trust in others. I have never loved something so much in my entire life. When I look into those eyes and plump rosy cheeks I can't imagine anything more close to perfection in my life (this even includes those secret surprises that seen to be packaged so nicely in that diaper of hers.)
Now as I sit here on the eve of my 26th birthday watching a horrible romantic comedy while everyone in my house slumbers I can't believe I am where I am, I've done the things I've done, and where I thought I'd be right now and I drink my last glup (yes gulp) of wine and wonder how this "brief definition" of my life will be in 10 years from now..... Hopefully with a bigger bank account.
Well there ya go, sorry if it's not perfect or edited correctly, but instead of looking threw and making changes for others I'm going to keep it just like this....unperfect just like me!(: